When God Doesn't Make Sense

Many years ago Dr. James Dobson wrote a book entitled, "When God Doesn't Make Sense." If it were not for my confidence in Dr. Dobson, the title alone might have put me off. I'm not even sure I ever finished the book, but it was recommended to my husband when a young man from our church was diagnosed with cancer. Who are we to question God? But isn't that exactly what we do when crisis strikes?

Today my heart is heavy as another very special person in our life has just been diagnosed with ovarian cancer. She call me tonight to tell me the news, and as in so many cases, seems to be doing better than all of the rest of us. I'm not sure why, but in troubled times, everyone turns to God. Those of us who already know Him draw closer, or in some cases come back. Those who have never known Him find themselves looking for that "higher power" My friend is probably the most Godly woman I have ever met with a rock solid faith. Even though I am a Christian, I suspect that this blow will suddenly have me finding the time that I never seem to make enough of to pray, spend time in the Word, etc.

About 17 years ago, I went through a trial in my life, not related to my health, but rather to my marriage. I will say that though I would never wish on anyone what I went through, it was a time of spiritual growth for me. During this time, my friend to whom I refer today, gave me a scripture. To this day, anytime I encounter someone going a tough situation, this scripture come to mind:

"Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you. I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. " Psalms 61: 1-2 Once more, I find myself clinging to this scripture.

I am a music person, so I usually think of songs that speak to me. We sing one called, "Healer"

The lyrics are:

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
and Heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe you're my healer
I believe you are all I need
I believe you're my portion
I believe you're more than enough for me
Jesus you're all I need.

I know that God is bigger than all of this. Grateful tonight for the example my friend has set for me, before either of us ever knew this would happen. Praying for complete healing!!!